Ramblings

It's funny how people always have distractions when they study and me on the other hand, uses studying as a distraction. Does it really sound absurd? HAHA. I mean I rather focus on my studies and get stressed/confused with my studies rather than emotions. If you get what I mean. So to block out all my emotional thoughts/feelings I use studies as a distraction I guess.

In other news, I'm quite disappointed at my results from the mid-semester tests. I am always short of half a mark to achieve a higher grade. That pisses me off the most.

French has been rather good though, and I'm really proud of myself :) Haha not sure if I can survive the speaking test and culture quiz though. What's worse is that I have to absorb so many slides worth of information like a sponge for a 10 mcq quiz -_- I have to start studying now and stop my procrastination. I'll worry about my speaking test later?

Lately, I've really lost the interest to dress for school. Like seriously, I would rather put effort in my dressing when I'm out of school? I have no idea why I even feel that way. Maybe it's cause I feel school's not worth dressing up for? HAHA. Oh well....